....

it's been like hell for these two days.

i'm not eating nor drink. i had a fever.

it's all because of my heart that's broken into pieces.

soo...yep.

i found out that my perfect boyfriend cheat on me ^^

and now, his new girlfriend keep telling me that my boyfriend said me and him are friends

and all the garbage.

LOL!

but OF COURSE i don't believe her.

i've known my boyfriend for 9 years tho.

(indo mode on)

pertamanya gw kesel, dan sakit banget.

tapi setelah denger apa yang diomongin cewe itu haha

gw sadar akan sesuatu, hmmm she's just want to break us apart dan claim my boyfriend.

LOL!

gw sadar,

setelah ngobrol sama ceweknya dan dia ngomong all the bullshit (yep, handphonenya ditahan sicewek) gw gak boleh mundur! damn! itu artinya gw kalah XD dan emang gw ga niat mundur kok

whatever happen gw harus tetep support dia dan give him love that he needs.

gw ngerti sih, dia disana sendirian, stressful environment dan dia bukan orang yang bisa hidup sendiri. so saat si cewek menyerahkan dirinya dan dia ngerasa butuh tempat curhat, terjadilah hubungan saling membutuhkan XD

that's my fault i think. i'm not there.

yah yang lucunya yah, si cewe ini bilang kalo my boyfriend bilang ke dia kalo gw sama dia gak ada komitmen, cuma temen aja, tapi dia sayang hahaha~ dan katanya si cewe ke gw, gw jangan maksa2 pacar gw itu untuk tunangan kalo dia gak mau HAHAHAHA~

lucu banget!

sutralah!

i'm better now. i get my optimist thought back ^^

so i'll support him no matter what.

BUT STILL, i'll move on. get a real and better life.

buat hasil akhirnya gw serahin ke Allah aja~ gw ikhlas kok. yang penting kan udah berusaha~ ^^

mungkin sekarang mata si lelaki saya sedang ditutup, makanya i keep on praying that he'll open his eyes~ ^^ malaikat juga tau, siapa yang jadi juaranya XDDDDDDDDDD~

aahhh~ another song for my love~!

The Pogues - Love you till the end

I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
I'm lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

However, i believe our love is true love. soulmate will never be apart.

i'll still wait here~

with heart that's too broken,

miss.fabs!