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Thursday, May 22, 2008

nyuuuuuuuu~

this post is dedicated to my beloved soulmate xDD~

anta, take a look at these~

IM3 Rp 88 Nelpon Sampe Puas Bangeetss !

it's a WOWie tariff ne??
so, let's keep our IM3!! xDD
i wont buy flexi then, really...maybe simpati ^^

i'll call you tonight~!! *loves*

ok have to go to do Your School bussiness in Campus ^^
oh and maybe i'll go to your house today xDD~

miss you~~

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

mood : happy~
music : happily never after - BSB

kyaaa~
looks like my baby left me lots of comments xDD~
were those a love letter?? xDD~
yeah yeah~
i love you too xDD
but not as much as you do kkkkkk~ jk!

just thinking bout your message this afternoon~
i am indeed envy you~
aaaahhh~ i really want to watch sunset with you~! so much!!
please2 hurry and take me with you~ LOL~

i remembered you said, one of your dreams is to live near a beach...
HEY, you almost there~!! at least you stay there now, and it's a friggin' Bunaken!!
ukyaaa~!!

hiiiks~ missed you, really i do!

oh oh~
i'm taking another quiz!! xDDD~

You're a bit boycrazy.

You have occasional flashes of boycraziness. Most of the time, you can talk to cute guys without losing your mind, but every once in a while you do something really silly or stupid because you're distracted by boy thoughts. If there's a cute guy around, please be extra cautious when driving a car or operating heavy machinery.

26% of the people who took this quiz got the same evaluation.

^^ LOL~
i do CRAZY bout pretty boys indeed~!

miss chika,
over and out!!

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

mood : chill~
music : Kissing you - SNSD

aaargh it's been naninani days since i posted here xD

okay, now i'll post something ^^
unimportant thing xDD

The Romantic

Romance isn't totally dead out there... daters like you keep the dream alive, whether you prefer to be on the giving or receiving end of grand gestures. Romantic daters often have high expectations and standards, which can be a sign of healthy self-esteem. And most people appreciate the occasional romantic moment, because it makes them feel special. But romance isn't always perfect; there can be pitfalls with the romantic mindset. One is letting traditional romance overshadow the actual work of getting to know and like someone. And another is thinking that a person to whom romance doesn't come naturally must not be into you at all.

46% of the people who took this quiz got the same evaluation.

kkkkk~
am i that romantic?? LOL~

uuuhhh~ i missed hangout with haney~!
take care, you there haney~!!
aahhh~ what a cool job you have there~, i'm so envious here =(
please work hard a, like you said "work hard, play hard" LOL~
save lots lots of money, then let's get married~! LOL~
take me with youuuu~~
kkkk~

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quote of the day :
my heart...it's broken. because i love you enough for my heart to burn.
(eunhwan - millionair's 1st love)

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Thursday, May 15, 2008

these are me and my boyfriend's songs of the day~
just showing how much we love each other~
hiks~ me too haney, gonna miss you so effin much~!

ME :
my song is Kelly Rowland's This is Love --> click to DL!
very good song, and kinda represent how i feel this couple of days
i put the link if you want to hear it..
just click the song's title above!
a very nice song, and soothing too~

i gave this song for my boyfriend~

the lyric :

Kelly Rowland - This Is Love

Can u describe the moment
When two people fall in love
Some say the clouds will spin in circles
And the rain will turn to dust
The poor will start to laugh
Even the rich will start to cry
It can sneak up like a soldier
It can wake you up at night
That's what i feel when I'm standing here with you
It's what my heart has sworn to be true

This is love
It's writin on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when I'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love

ohh
this is love
yeah

You take my imperfections
And turn them into art
If i could change one thing about you
There would be no place to start
You are safety without numbers
You are dangerously wild
But you're sweeter than rock candy
And you ease my inner child
That's what i feel when i'm standing here with you
That's what my heart has sworn to be true

This is love
It's written on my face
It's the way i lean by body towards you
Even when i'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love

No i'm no easy angel
I'm moody like the wind
I am impatient, complicated
I am fragile deep within
But you're no fool
And i'm no little girl
Have we not found there is love in the world?

This is love
I said it's written on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when i'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love

oh
this is love, love, love
this, this is love

HIM :

he gave me song too~ hiks
the song is I'm Yours - Jason Mraz --> click to download~!
a very nice song too~ try it!
i cried when i listened to this song while reading the lyric~
so touching~

here's the lyric evryone~!

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i’ma saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
No need to complicate
Our time is short
It can not wait, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No please, don’t complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No please, don’t hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your’s!

the convo~

chika takeuchi: *insert gloomy emo*
anta tayang: he?
anta tayang: why so gloom?
anta tayang:I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
No need to complicate
Our time is short
It can not wait, I’m yours
anta tayang: this is whats been lying in my head
chika takeuchi: i thought i can give you something special b4 you leave~
chika takeuchi: tp it turns out
chika takeuchi: you leavng too soon
chika takeuchi: and my lovely sangjangnim forgot to transf my effin fee~
chika takeuchi: so what to do????
anta tayang: haha
anta tayang: dun wurry
anta tayang: just a smile would do
anta tayang: yunho how much i love ur smile hehe
chika takeuchi: *insert gloomy emo*
chika takeuchi: i love you~
anta tayang: i loooooooove you!!
anta tayang: ~hhhhh
chika takeuchi: *insert gloomy emo*
chika takeuchi: pengen spend tomorrow with yuuh~
chika takeuchi: all day~
anta tayang: haha
anta tayang: ditto

you're the bestest boyfriend in the world~! hehe~
i'm gonna miss you~!

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

mood : Sad :'(
music : This is Love - Kelly Rowland

i'm soo sad~
my boyfriend is going to manado this friday~
dunno for how long and till when~ hiks~

i support him wholehearted, but i feel so sad also~
thinking that, he'll be so far away from me, that i can't see him often.
it's so different to know that he's here, in the same town, eventhough we're rarely meet but i know, i can see him whenever i can..than the fact that he's so far away, and i can't see him everytime i want to. T^T

this is a shocking decision i think..
on monday, i went to his house, talked to his mother about his problem at school, etc ,
on tuesday, we met for a little dinner, and then he said to me that MAYBE he'll be going to manado next week or next 2 weeks, but he said it's not fix yet so i can't tell anybody..
so i only told my sist..
on wednesday night, which is yesterday, i called to asked him for picking me up at work today..
and there he said that, maybe he can't, because on friday he'll be going...
and so bluntly i asked him, "to where?", he said, "hmm, to Manado"...
gosh! that was soooo effin fast~!
i dunno what to do~
i didn't prepare anything yet..
just yesterday, i've been thinking to asked him to do many things before his leaving~
but now, i only got today to spend with him~
and on friday, i can't send him to the airport also...i have works to do~ hiks
i'm so depressed now~

i know, this is not only for him, but for us...just like he said, this is for the greater good.
but suddenly i feel so afraid that he'll forget me~ and found somebody else~ hiks~
he's leaving to work and study there..
i hope, he'll keep his promise..to be back soon to pursue me and bring me with him..i wish~

haaaa~ sooo gloomy i am~

hhh~
okay, i'm gonna stop the emo here, and type some stupid convo i had yesterday kkk~
*
this was conversation between me and my student names Pilhwan, just so you know, he's kinda ressemble with Jung Yunho, the face and height...kkk~
PH : hmmm miss chika.. (while putting his hands to his face)
Me : yes?
PH : do i really look similar with u-know yunho??
Me : (insert shocked expression) *laugh.evilly* why are you asking me that???
PH : because a lot of my friends in class told me so~ *still hiding his face*
Me : Hahahaha~ yeah, hmmm~ *trying to find some words to make him not bursting his narcissme xD* i think sometimes you do like him~
end, with wide smile by him and encouraging pats by me.
xDD~

*
my conversation with shinta 2 days ago~
while i was chatting with her, he said that raditya dika *kambing jantan's author* was in her side and take a peek on our conversation, but i don't believe her..kkkk~ so i was asked her wether it's true or not that he's there..but i'm gonna type it in indonesia kay xD
Me : eh eh shin, tadi beneran ada radit ya?
*shinta's stoopid comment, start*
S : ya iyalah masa ya iya dong
S : mulan aja jameelah
S : masa mulan jameedong!
*end with uncontrollable laughter by me*

dooohhh~! my dorky girlfriend -_-!

okies~ i think i'm going to sleep for tomorrow last date with boyfriend T__T
c u guys?
cheer me up, kay?
kkk~

BUBYE~

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quote of the day :
Me : how to spell nephew, BJ? write it in here~
BJ : Nepfyou~
Me : O_o"

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Monday, May 12, 2008

mood : Happy.
Music : Unbelievable - Craig David

just tried to PS-ing lol~
but, too bad it looks horrible~ ='(

gaaahhh~ why do the creativity never wants to be friend with meeeh~~
hiks~ *is.sulking*

ohwell, but still i'll post them here lol~
since it's MY photo self too *LOLing~

here they go~

MYself.

Partner in SaturdayNights Crime.

Medio Venda (x__x)

myBESTIES.

(ki.ka) Medio, Nouvell, Shinta, Eninta

My darling Eninta will get married on JUNE~
gyaa~ the first one in the gank who'll giving up her freedom to the Marriage world kkkk~
well, wish you all the happiness in the world babe~
nyuuuhh~ can't wait to meet little Enin and little Bang Ricky lol~

and the next question will be,
when is MY turn to get married?? hiks~
*soon baby, said Mr.Soulmate*

my friends got a lot of problems nowadays~
so, thank God i'm in my best ME recently, so that means i can fully support them with no hesitation..
i hope they'll be okay.
i know i'm no help at all, but i'll try to listen to them and will trying to cheer them up.
i just have this 'happy' feeling because of the trust they had in me to ever told me what's been bothering them. bad me, i know.

i LOVE you guys, you know i do~
*hugsevrybodythightly*

ohh ohhh~
and today, i went to my boyfriend's house.
actually, it's because his mother phoned and asked me to go to their house to have a talk and stuff lol~
so i went...
and, you know, i really missed their house..
i love his house kkkk~ dunno why, it just felt soooo warm and nice ^^
i love his backyard now kkkk~ *should i say backyard?lol~*
i love the furnitures..
i love the TV's program too kkkkk~
me and his mother had a long talk, about my boyfriend's problem and all...
when we talked about something, that i cant tell what's about, she cried..
and it's broke my heart~ hiks~ don't cry auntie...

and after that, i went to buy a new softlens, YAYness~! kkk~
i bought the Grey colour ones..fufufufu~
i've been craving for this colour in centuries lol~
last time i bought the brown one...
i think i already wore softlens since hmmm~ 6 years ago?? lol~ or less maybe, i forgot.
hmmm let's see,
my first softlens is transparant, without colour, i think it's acuvue with really high percent of water, i don't know how to explain this in english LOL, blame my stupid english kkkk~
and then i change it into blue, with 2 rings
after that i change it with grey, 2 rings and sometimes i wore green, with 1 rings...(it's because they gave me 1 pair bonus, so i got 2 in one year lol~)
then i change it with brown? hmmm forgot~
after that, green with 3 rings and there's a bit browny ring inside, (aaahh..how to explain this kkk~)
then, i change it with brown again, during this time, i wore grey 1 ring too but this was not a good one, so i only used that for 4 times? hmm, yeah.
and the last, back to grey YAY~!
i love this grey, cause it's a bit Jaejoongiefied LOL~
and i think it looks good on me~
i'm gonna wear those tomorrooowww~ fufufufu~!
so far, my favorites lens are the green with 3rings and the grey one~ nyuhuhuhuhu~

aaahhh~
i'm going to stop my unimportant post kkkkk~

i'm off to read some fics~ YAY more~!

so, au revoir? kkkk~
yeah BYE~!

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Sunday, May 11, 2008

guysss~

i'm back~ LOL~!

yahuuuww~ i found Khalil Gibran's Broken Wings~
aaaargh i Loooooooove this story so much~!
have you read it??
if not, go read it lol~
the story was very sad i think, a very heartbreaking story but i like how the characters felt the love, how they expressed it, how they'd suffered, the words they'd said, and all.
it's a very beautiful pieces from Gibran.

some of my favorite lines are,

Those whom love has not given wings cannot fly the cloud of appearances to see the magic world in which Selma's(*) spirit and mine existed together in that sorrowfully happy hour. Those whom Love has not chosen as followers do not hear when Love calls. This story is not for them.

(* selma is one of the main character in this piece)

i'll give you some passage from the story which i love :

Silence prevailed for a moment, and Selma continued, "But, is it now that Life will tear us apart so that you may attain the glory of a man and I the duty of a woman? Is it for this that the valley swallows the song of the nightingale in its depths, and the wind scatters the petals of the rose, and the feet tread upon the wind cup? Were all those nights we spent in the moonlight by the jasmine tree, where our souls united, in vain? Did we fly swiftly toward the stars until our wings tired, and are we descending now into the abyss? Or was Love asleep when he came to us, and did he, when he woke, become angry and decide to punish us? Or did our spirits turn the nights' breeze into a wind that tore us to pieces and blew us like dust to the depth of the valley? We disobeyed no commandment, nor did we taste of forbidden fruit, so what is making us leave this paradise? We never conspired or practised mutiny, then why are we descending to hell? No, no, the moments which united us are greater than centuries, and the light that illuminated our spirits is stronger than the dark; and if the tempest separates us on this rough ocean, the waves will unite us on the calm shore; and if this life kills us, death will unite us. A woman's heart will change with time or season; even if it dies eternally, it will never perish. A woman's heart is like a field turned into a battleground; after the trees are uprooted and the grass is burned and the rocks are reddened with blood and the earth is planted with bones and skulls, it is calm and silent as if nothing has happened; for the spring and autumn come at their intervals and resume their work.

And now, my beloved, what shall we do? How shall we part and when shall we meet? Shall we consider love a strange visitor who came in the evening and left us in the morning? Or shall we suppose this affection a dream that came in our sleep and departed when we awoke?

Shall we consider this week an hour of intoxication to be replaced by soberness? Raise your head and let me look at you, my beloved; open your lips and let me hear your voice. Speak to me! Will you remember me after this tempest has sunk the ship of our love? Will you hear the whispering of my wings in the silence of the night? Will you hear my spirit fluttering over you? Will you listen to my sighs? Will you see my shadow approach with the shadows of dusk and disappear with the flush of dawn? Tell me, my beloved, what will you be after having been magic ray to my eyes, sweet song to my ears, and wings to my soul? What will you be?"

Learning these words, my heart melted, and I answered her, " I will be as you want me to be, my beloved."

Then she said, " I want you to love me as a poet loves his sorrowful thoughts. I want you to remember me as a traveller remembers a calm pool in which his image was reflected as he drank its water. I want you to remember me as a mother remember her child that died before it saw the light, and I want you to remember me as a merciful king remembers a prisoner who died before his pardon reached him. I want you to be my companion, and I want you to visit my father and console him in his solitude because I shall be leaving him soon and shall be a stranger to him.

I answered her, saying, " I will do all you have said and will make my soul an envelope for your soul, and my heart a residence for your beauty and my breast a grave for your sorrows. I shall love you , Selma, as the prairies love the spring, and I shall live in you in the life of a flower under the sun's rays. I shall sing your name as the valley sings the echo of the bells of the village churches; I shall listen to the language of your soul as the shore listens to the story of the waves. I shall remember you as a stranger remembers his beloved country, and as a hungry man remembers a banquet, and as a dethroned king remembers the days of his glory, and as a prisoner remembers the hours of ease and freedom. I shall remember you as a sower remembers the bundles of wheat on his threshing flour, and as a shepherd remembers the green prairies the sweet brooks."

aaaahhh~
such a beautiful love story~
i know some people think it's hard to understand Gibran's book.
yet, i do think so too, for some story.
you need the mood to read them i think..
once you're in the mood, you'll understand it clearly.
but for this story, i recommend you~! kkkk~

hoookeydokeeeyy~
better go to sleep REALLY now~ lol~

aaah before i go,
i want to write something bout one of the person i like..
i read her blog just before,
and i read that she's been through a very hard time..
so, i just want to say that,
i pray for her happiness,
she seems like a nice person ^^
a very tough one too...and cheerful~ hehe~
it's nice to read her blog also, cause sometimes she posted funny stuff lol~
i hope she'll open up to her closest friend and tell them all her problems,
cause it's no good to keep them by yourself, it'll getting worse you know,
i mean your feeling. i know it's hard to open up sometimes, but it'll make you lighter than before,
so dont keep it all yourself for too long ^^ that's what i believe.
but everybody has their own way to face their problem right? so..i'll just pray for your happiness then ^^. remember,
everything's happen for a reason~

aaahhh shit. i'm being such a busybody right now, aargh cant help it~!
Me and My big mouth.
i'm sorry~

okay i'm off now, for real..kkkkk~

BYE~!

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

mood : happy
music : unbelievable -craig david

haaahhh~
my connection's been so bitchy since yesterday~!
i can't even post here~ suuuuuccckkkksss~!
okay~
yesterday, i just wanted to wrote my dissapointment of something, or someone maybe? ._.
but, i met my buddies last night, and talked bout it, ask for some words actually..
and then, they gave me some words that made me more hmm~ relieve? hmmm~ yeah.
so, even i'm still feel dissapointed, but i'll try to face it and try to be more understanding.
yeah baby, i trust you~ now, MOVE your ass from that crazylazyweezy heaven~ LOL~

hmmm~
currently, been soooo obssessed to craig david's song 'unbelievable'..
arrrgh~ i can't stop listen to it. i even set my MP3 into repeating for only that song LOL~
nyeeehhh~
this song is soooo soothing~ really~!
you guys have to hear it..
i really love this song, and the singer LOL~ (longtimeago obssession kkkk~)
i'll post the video kay?

and this is the lyric for this song~

Unbelievable - Craig David

Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just felt I could give up
But you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see
What love means

CHORUS:
It's so unbelievable
And I don't wanna let it go
Its something so beautiful
Flowin down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I'd be

In my heart in my head it's so clear now
hold my hand you've got nothin' to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
I'm alive I'm in love you complete me
And I've never been here before
Now I see
What love means

CHORUS

When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can't help but break down and cry
oooh yeah break down and cry

CHORUS

Now I see
What love means

for those who felt like being hated by happiness..
don't be.
cause everything's happen for a reason.
cherish what you have now~
before it's too late to do it.

and for those who's in love..
be grateful to be able to feel it.

haaahhh~

oh, in this song~ i love this part the most *pointingbelow*

When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can't help but break down and cry

aaa~ i felt like burst into tears when i heard this part..

okaaaayyy~
i'm going to stop emo-ing all of you lol~

better go to sleep~
have some plans tomorrow.

so, bye?
kkkkk~

PISSSS~!

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Quote of the day :
"Oh, Lord God, have mercy on me and mend my broken wings!"

*Khalil Gibran "Broken Wings"

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

mood : grateful
music : Bukan lagu cinta - Marcell feat. Karen

aaa~
finally~~

yesterday i met my boyfriend kkkk~
missed him so damn very much~~
i was super high yesterday LOL~

nyuuuuhh haneybarneyy~ I LOVE YOU~!

sooo~
because nowadays i felt soooo much in love with him hehe~
i made some PS of his pic~

here it is~
my handsome boyfriend LOL~ which i loveylovey muchuuu~

Soulmate

my everything..
his unconditional love, neverending supports,
his great attempt to cheer me up, and never fail~
his patience, sincerity, faith on me~
his open arms, to always take me back whenever i runaway, get tired and want to go back.
his undescribable trust in me.
his words, wether it's calming, annoying, or cheering.
Now i know what he's mean for me..
Now i know why GOD had tied me to you~
Now i know why i always feel that you're the one, even if i tried hard to deny it.
Now i know why it seems i always dragged back to you, wherever whenever i tried to ran away from you.
cause, you're my soulmate.
and...
i LOVE you!

thank you for everything..
i'm so sorry for being such a bad, spoiled, brat girlfriend.
i promise i wont go anywhere anymore.
cause i know now, where i belong to...

kisses&hugs!

nyeeehh~ loveydovey mode on kkkkk~
can't help it~!

and, also want to thank GOD for everything i have now..
my great family, amazing boyfriend, fabulous friends, nice job, kids who love me so much. and my Happy life. also for the difficulties and hardtime that teach me how to survive without giving up.

THANK YOU GOD for everything~!

okie dokie~
time to go~

see you tonight? kkkk~

see ya~ don't wannabe ya~

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Monday, May 5, 2008

mood : sleepy~
music : confession - Afgan

haiaaa~ my pinky bloggy~ friends, pal, dude, chingu, tomodachi, freundin~ haiaaa~!!
saaa~ since i found out that MOST of my friends use English on their bloggy-woogy ,
i'll try to follow them~ kkkkkk~
i'll TRY, so please forgive this sinner if you find some broken-english or cracky-grammar, deal? LOL~

hokee~
now, start with the whinning~ lol~!
i felt sooo effin bored today, bcause, DB thread in Soompi has been suspended for the whole weekend.
ask why? it's because, some immature cassie had posted a trash, like bashing other artist, inthiscase Soshi~, after watching Anycall CF~ sigh.
even, there's one post that said, if the boys really do have a relationship with soshi girl, surely she'll turn into antifans [i forgot what she mean, DB antifan or Soshi antifan]. nyuuuhh~
such an antisocial gurl~!
bet she never been in a relationship before tehehe~
nyah~ but care me not~! everybody has their own mind.
i just felt dissapointed, cuz those cassie had caused the thread got suspended~!
my heaven, even i never posted anything there *LOLing.myself*

okaayy next..hmmm~

what to say? hmm~ i dont know. have no idea.
suddenly, i forgot everything i want to type kkkkk~

hmmm~
i just missed my boyfriend today.
i asked him for a date, but he ignored me T^T
not even replied my messages~ T^T

i HATE him!!!!! i HATE him like Hell~!

.....

.....

...........

.......

okay, give up!

i lied!

i Love him! yeah, i Love him....
so damn very effin much~! xDDD

you know, if this kind of situation happened in 2 years ago, i wont be acting like today, so calm.
i will confront him, and blablabla~ him for sure LOL~
an immature me kkkk~
i was a spoiled brat girlfriend you know, and please emphasize the word WAS kkkkkk~

aaahhh~ miss him like crazy~!

woaaaa, look at the time~!
tomorrow i have work lol~
but too bad, beumju cancel his lesson for this week~
my looks-like-kibum stud~!

oh well, i should sleep~
tomorrow's plan :
1. pick up lesson's books from photocopy shop
2. buy a presents for the little brats, [said, because May 5 is Children's day miss chika~! yeah, but you live in Indonesia now kiddo~! hhh~]
3. tell pilhwan's mom about MY lesson's schedule
4. minju & pilhwan's at 4&5pm
5. jooyoun & woojae's at 6&7pm

ahhh~ before i go~
Pic spamm~ LOL~
here it is......

GRIN PEACE PEOPLE

LOL~ my partners in crime~!
always spend our saturday nights in coffee shop..
we just talking shit all the time.
i LOVE them!!
YAY for Grin Peace lol~
they both works for government LOL~

THE GIRLS

left to right : Shinta*1st monda*, ME!, Dinny *2nd monda*, and Nouvell

my girls~ my sleborer girls~ love them very much!
we've been friends since hmmm~ 7years ago?
ohmy, hell yeah, 7years~!
shinta : i posted her before right? hmm~
dinny : my Libra girl, has a nice voice, very confident of herself, fashionista and metropolis girl, but since she moved into a new college, we rarely met her, hiks.
nouvell : my baby, i adore her so much! my first friend in college, also fashionista, has a very good taste in fashion and all. nice leg and nails LOL~ i love her!

ciaaawwww minna~!

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Saturday, May 3, 2008

OOOOKAAYY~!

i need to save my money now, really!
i think it's about time for me to stop wasting money like s***..
*sigh.*
it's time to think about my future and my new camera LOL~ or iPod~ or DS~
nyahahaha~

hhhh~

i feel exhausted.
but..
hmmm. better get ready to hang out wiff my buddy this afternoon.

so, see you tonight?
lol~
my new ipod~

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Friday, May 2, 2008

okaaayyy~
i'm going to update my bloggy~ lol~
*fightwifflazyness*

hmm~ what to say..
well, i cant sleep, as always..
it's 3.10am now and i'm still up and fresh lol~
been tracking soompi and watched Anycall CF lol~ me LOVE it!
it's cute cf i think <3
and happy to see Tiffany between Yunjae nyahahaha~ love these triplet~

aaahhh~
hungry~
i need to go to sleep ride away!
i have work tomorrow~
many lessons, up till late...yea~ fighting!

ohhh~ before i go..
one question guys,
have you ever felt, you love someone till it makes your heart really hurt?
though you cant express it, because of your oh-so-called-PRIDE?
been there today but not done it yet~
hhhhh~ it huuuurrrttttsss~
what to do~ what to do~
stupid me!

aaahhh~ i remember something!
i didn't buy Radit's 4th book yet, ukyaaa~ have to buy it ASAP!!
also, new sandal! arrgghh~

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥

Thursday, May 1, 2008

KISAH SIGADIS BUTA

Ada seorang gadis buta yang membenci dirinya sendiri karena kebutaannya
itu.
Tidak hanya terhadap dirinya sendiri, tetapi dia juga membenci semua
orang kecuali kekasihnya. Kekasihnya selalu ada disampingnya untuk menemani
dan menghiburnya. Dia berkata akan menikahi kekasihnya hanya jika dia bisa
melihat dunia.

Suatu hari, ada seseorang yang mendonorkan sepasang mata kepadanya
sehingga
dia bisa melihat semua hal, termasuk kekasihnya. Kekasihnya bertanya,
"Sekarang kamu bisa melihat dunia. Apakah kamu mau menikah denganku?"
Gadis itu terguncang saat melihat bahwa kekasihnya ternyata buta. Dia menolak
untuk menikah dengannya.

Kekasihnya pergi dengan air mata mengalir, dan kemudian menulis sepucuk
surat singkat kepada gadis itu, "Sayangku, tolong jaga baik-baik mata
saya."

* * * * *

Kisah di atas memperlihatkan bagaimana pikiran manusia berubah saat
status dalam hidupnya berubah. Hanya sedikit orang yang ingat bagaimana keadaan hidup sebelumnya dan lebih sedikit lagi yang ingat terhadap siapa harus
berterima kasih karena telah menyertai dan menopang bahkan di saat yang
paling menyakitkan.

Hidup adalah anugerah

Hari ini sebelum engkau berpikir untuk mengucapkan kata-kata kasar -
Ingatlah akan seseorang yang tidak bisa berbicara.

Sebelum engkau mengeluh mengenai cita rasa makananmu -
Ingatlah akan seseorang yang tidak punya apapun untuk dimakan.

Sebelum engkau mengeluh tentang suami atau isterimu -
Ingatlah akan seseorang yang menangis kepada Tuhan meminta pasangan
hidup.

Hari ini sebelum engkau mengeluh tentang hidupmu -
Ingatlah akan seseorang yang begitu cepat pergi ke surga.

Sebelum engkau mengeluh tentang anak-anakmu -
Ingatlah akan seseorang yang begitu mengaharapkan kehadiran seorang
anak, tetapi tidak mendapatnya.

Sebelum engkau bertengkar karena rumahmu yang kotor, dan tidak ada yang
membersihkan atau menyapu lantai -
Ingatlah akan orang gelandangan yang tinggal di jalanan.

Sebelum merengek karena harus menyopir terlalu jauh -
Ingatlah akan sesorang yang harus berjalan kaki untuk menempuh jarak
yang sama.

Dan ketika engkau lelah dan mengeluh tentang pekerjaanmu -
Ingatlah akan para penganguran, orang cacat dan mereka yang menginginkan
pekerjaanmu.

Sebelum engkau menuding atau menyalahkan orang lain -
Ingatlah bahwa tidak ada seorang pun yang tidak berdosa dan kita harus
menghadap pengadilan Tuhan.

Dan ketika beban hidup tampaknya akan menjatuhkanmu -
Pasanglah senyuman di wajahmu dan berterima kasihlah pada Tuhan karena
engkau masih hidup dan ada di dunia ini.

Hidup adalah anugerah, jalanilah, nikmatilah, rayakan, isilah itu. Dan
yang terpenting, syukurilah, apa pun itu.

credit to : yahoo.mail

Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥