suddenly,

perasaan saia gak enak banget..

jadi gak bisa tidur...deg2an terus..gak tenang...

pikiran saia ke si pacar terus...

i hope he's fine~

and i hope he isn't doing something stupid...

hhhhh~

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[EDIT]

02.19 am

i finally send him message asking, "r u okay?"

then he said he's not....and asked, how do i know...

hhhh~ somehow, i know it right away when something bad happen or when he's not in a good state~

let's say i can feel what he's feeling too, wherever he is~

meskipun saia lg sebel sama dia XDDDD~

be strong hon~

i feel like he's crying right now~ because i am, at the moment...kayaknya dia bener2 lagi feeling down..

just be strong okay? just couple of months more then you'll be home! don't forget i love you too~ so much!!

come home soon!!