hai~ ^^

i'm tired~ of sleeping LOL~!

i got myself 2 days off (because my students have their sports day and birthday party~)

so, i spent my first day, which is yesterday with..

internet-munching-sleep-internet-eat-internet-sleep-internet-talk to mom-internet-eat-internet-sleep~ and blablabla~ HAHAHA~

i never move my butt from in front of my computer except for peeing or talk to mom LOL~ i even sleep in there, eat there HAHAHA~ what a lazybug LOL~! oh well, i'm not proud of it~

but at least that's how i can threat myself for my hard working this past months HAHA~ now i achieve it~HAHAHA~ 

oh today, maybe i'm going to find my fabs shoes for my fabulous kebaya~ HAHAHA~ anyone want to come??? HOHO~

aaahh~ too much laughing..but i'm dying inside XDDD~

well anyway, i want to ask you guys something~

what do you feel when your so-called-boyfriend can't come to your long awaited graduation?? well, yeah, it depend on the reason i know...he just far far away there~

BUT, what do you feel again if that boyfriend of yours didn't even bother to REMEMBER when you struggling on your Last-minutes-of-being-a-fuck-up-college-student???? and choose to fly away to his so-called-new-home just merely 2 days before that day?? 

AND, to make it worst, what do feel when you hear him complaining about how expensive it cost for phoning us for just like 3minutes, and it cost only hell 3thousand rupiahs, (and he's complained on the phone plus SMS!!)?? fyi, there would be 7 days of rain if he called me at least once a week!

so, what do you feel?

and what do you think, should i kick his ass because he thinks his all that, to think that i would never leave..hoeekkk~ oh no, i'm not perfect also my dear~

maybe he think that giving us stuff will make our mouth shut, heck he's complaining about how his father threat him like that "showing love with stuff, buying things and all" and yet, he did it with me -___-""

aaaaaaaahh! he's sooooooo *sensor*~!! and to think of it, i'm nearly getting married to a *sensor*!!!!!

(no matter how much i love *sensor*, but yeuhhhh as a husband?)

so much for 9 years of dating -____-"" a *sensor*!!

pissed off.