hah~

entah kenapa saia eting sekali sore ini~

mungkin karna lapar haha~ ditambah gak bisa hangout gara2 ada bukber keluarga besar -__-"

gelaaa~ bokap uda ngewarning kalo semua harus ikut, gak terkeuali~ apapun alesannya! damn!

lagi eting2 begini ehh~ si venda sms bikin eting~ gwnya sih yang oon HAHA~

liat tuh sms, ga discroll down ude kepancing emosi~ taunya dia cuma ngerjain HAHA~

maapkan aku sayang~ aku lapar~ XDDD~

nih ditambah lagi ni~

ada yg tiba2 nge-YM gw cuma buat maki2 orang~

sumpah gak banget deh 'vocabulary'nya~

entah kenapa setiap pembicaraan yang dia lakukan selalu terselip 'vocab' yang DOY abis, meaning yang unintelligent getoh~

my god!

heran gw, kenapa ya ada orang yang 100% menolak introspeksi diri, dan lebih memilih nyalahin kesalahan orang lain?? anehh~ super duper aneh~

haha~ lebih aneh gw yah, masih bisa tahan ama tuh orang XDDD~ padahal uda pernah jadi korban juga ahahaha~ WELL, at least abis itu gw jadi tau dia gimana sbnrnya...tadinya kan dibodohi aja gitu selalu~ damn!

ohwell~ puasa2 gw eting~! XDDDD

aaaah~ mirotic membelenggu hidup nih! geeelaaaa bangetttt~!!!

oiya, it's time for spazzing out my lovelifetheme~

I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side

And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry

That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall

Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all

It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.

dont have to ask what's the matter, just read and comprehend. every words tell you what i feel~ but i think i got zero chance for my blunt boyfriend to understand LOL~ but i still love him deeply, even there's no more i love you's anymore ^^

dammit, i miss you! 

tapi, saya sadar sekali, karna tiap hubungan itu dijalanin sama 2 pihak, half of the fault is mine~ so, i'm trying to be good here...patiently introspecting self~ i really wanna be a selfless one really, hhh~

ohwell~!

oh bytheway, selain gw kena mirotic syndrome, ternyata didiagnosa saya terkena OCD juga~

which is, Obsessive Cullen Disorder~! LOL~ 

aaahh~ hve to go now~

will be back tonight tho~ for replying all my shoutbox (ohmy, forgive me being such an asshole friend guys -___-")

BYE? XD