emosi gw lagi tinggi banget nih.

i feel disappointed with many things..or should i say, many people.

disappointed with mom since yesterday. a selfish mom, yet i can't even show i'm angry to her, since i'm too afraid of God and it's Ramadhan. i feel like crying. (hey, just a minute ago she came to me, i think she knows what i feel -i thought she's sleeping downstairs LOL)

i feel like i'm no one for some certain people, they always left me behind. but i love them nonetheless, so i'm okay. i guess. hehe.

i also feel so much disgusted with xxx, and give up asking them out for i always get rejection everytime. yet they always and always ask me, when will we go out together? HAH!so much for basa basi! what's the matter if we hangout without our "lover" for ONCE?!! gahhh~ i don't care! i don't really care!! even if xxx read this entry! i'm so fed up!!

and again, my boyfriend makes me crazy! he's not answering my calls, and now his phone's dead!! dammit! hey, i already off my work today for you!! but, no kabar sama sekali??? i hate you.

but who am i again, disappointed to people, well i'm sure know that i'm not that perfect to feel this, but gahh! for once, can i be human??

i'm goin' to hang out by myself then. need to freshing my brain~!!

oh yeah, no need to. i'm going out with my girlfriend LOL~ finally, you save my day beb XDDD

bye~