mood : Sad :'(
music : This is Love - Kelly Rowland
i'm soo sad~
my boyfriend is going to manado this friday~
dunno for how long and till when~ hiks~
i support him wholehearted, but i feel so sad also~
thinking that, he'll be so far away from me, that i can't see him often.
it's so different to know that he's here, in the same town, eventhough we're rarely meet but i know, i can see him whenever i can..than the fact that he's so far away, and i can't see him everytime i want to. T^T
this is a shocking decision i think..
on monday, i went to his house, talked to his mother about his problem at school, etc ,
on tuesday, we met for a little dinner, and then he said to me that MAYBE he'll be going to manado next week or next 2 weeks, but he said it's not fix yet so i can't tell anybody..
so i only told my sist..
on wednesday night, which is yesterday, i called to asked him for picking me up at work today..
and there he said that, maybe he can't, because on friday he'll be going...
and so bluntly i asked him, "to where?", he said, "hmm, to Manado"...
gosh! that was soooo effin fast~!
i dunno what to do~
i didn't prepare anything yet..
just yesterday, i've been thinking to asked him to do many things before his leaving~
but now, i only got today to spend with him~
and on friday, i can't send him to the airport also...i have works to do~ hiks
i'm so depressed now~
i know, this is not only for him, but for us...just like he said, this is for the greater good.
but suddenly i feel so afraid that he'll forget me~ and found somebody else~ hiks~
he's leaving to work and study there..
i hope, he'll keep his promise..to be back soon to pursue me and bring me with him..i wish~
haaaa~ sooo gloomy i am~
hhh~
okay, i'm gonna stop the emo here, and type some stupid convo i had yesterday kkk~
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this was conversation between me and my student names Pilhwan, just so you know, he's kinda ressemble with Jung Yunho, the face and height...kkk~
PH : hmmm miss chika.. (while putting his hands to his face)
Me : yes?
PH : do i really look similar with u-know yunho??
Me : (insert shocked expression) *laugh.evilly* why are you asking me that???
PH : because a lot of my friends in class told me so~ *still hiding his face*
Me : Hahahaha~ yeah, hmmm~ *trying to find some words to make him not bursting his narcissme xD* i think sometimes you do like him~
end, with wide smile by him and encouraging pats by me.
xDD~
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my conversation with shinta 2 days ago~
while i was chatting with her, he said that raditya dika *kambing jantan's author* was in her side and take a peek on our conversation, but i don't believe her..kkkk~ so i was asked her wether it's true or not that he's there..but i'm gonna type it in indonesia kay xD
Me : eh eh shin, tadi beneran ada radit ya?
*shinta's stoopid comment, start*
S : ya iyalah masa ya iya dong
S : mulan aja jameelah
S : masa mulan jameedong!
*end with uncontrollable laughter by me*
dooohhh~! my dorky girlfriend -_-!
okies~ i think i'm going to sleep for tomorrow last date with boyfriend T__T
c u guys?
cheer me up, kay?
kkk~
BUBYE~
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quote of the day :
Me : how to spell nephew, BJ? write it in here~
BJ : Nepfyou~
Me : O_o"
Written by; ♥chika chan ^.~♥
